A Life in Words

This week has been harder than weeks past. I seem to find myself in a spinning room where at one point you can see a door and a window but then the room shifts and all you can focus on is a darken corner. My heart calls out begging for an answer and right when I feel like my ears are hearing just what I have been waiting for the words that are said have made things more confusing than before they were said. I have said that I am strong, that I am ok and I will get through this all but today and the day before I hurt... My heart trembles and it makes every inch of my soul shiver. Hold me tight dear God... Because tonight is going to hurt...