A Life in Words

I love you... There is no doubt about it. I make no shy attempts in trying to hold that in nor do I try to avoid the subject. My heart is yours and I believe it has been for longer than I actually knew. You catch my attention when you are in the room like no other. The sheer sound of your voice captures my breath. My troubles seem to always fade away when you are near and my heart always seems to race when I feel your touch. I believe God has given me great favor in my life with things like jobs, friends, or family. I believe that God has given me great favor in allowing me to have you in my life. I strongly believe that he has chosen my heart for yours and I say that not trying to fool you into believing that I have no fear or doubts in us. I don't want to portray that I think everything will work out or be easy, but with every inch of me I can say that I don't believe there is anything that could come up against us that you and I could not grab God's hand and defeat. But all of that said I do believe that not every plan God has works out in the way it was first planned and the reason for that is that we are in the mix. I believe that you and I stand on the edge of a decision that could scare our hearts from beating and where your touch jolts my heart back into pace; I fear that mine cannot do the same for you. I don't know if you are looking for something to be wrong because it feels so right. I don't know if you are just afraid because this is such a big decision. I don't know if I am just not what you are wanting. But no matter what all of those points will lead to the fact that you are simply not choosing me. This love, this type of love we are talking about I don't believe could be weak enough to allow someone not to jump off the edge. And as I see you sitting there safely on the edge it makes me feel that maybe we are just not meant to be. My heart is sold. It has been and will always be in your hands. But the choice will forever be yours.