A Life in Words

A strange feeling indeed. I stand here not knowing what to do next... Feelings of the past have surrounded my dreams not allowing me to feel for the future. I do not know why the mirror cries out in the middle of my dreams, why it screams hoping to get my attention for some odd reason of which I do not know. The last time that I tried to understand what what the mirror was trying to whisper my heart was in pieces which is the reason why i stay here laying in my safety covered with the sheets and blankets which make up my amour. Oh God why are we so distant. Why have we given up on one another for just a brief while. We have lost so much ground that I do not even know where to start. This feeling inside of me is as conflicting as it once was in my darkest dreams. Could I just be scaring myself into fear because happiness has finally come... Could I just be so happy and content that life will show me different... Could I just be so satisfied that my dreams wants to give me worries... Oh to fight an enemy is always a hardship but to fight an enemy alone is such a frighting battle.