I love

I love that I don’t have anything that I absolutely MUST write about... I love that when my fingers hit the key board my mind isn’t trying its hardest to make my fingers type what my heart is screaming... I love that my fights are about me and a closer relationship instead of fights about being lost and alone... I love that my mind and my heart agree that I am where I need to be although staying here is not in the cards. I love that I am starting to love again and that a smile that has suddenly taken residence on my face is such a familiar feeling... I love that she is standing beside me even though there are things that could destroy us, even though there are things that loom on the horizon that could in fact break us... I love that the thought of a darken future not only scares us but scares us into each others arms... If you think for one second that you can show me the harms that could come, if you could show me that there is an obstacle in my path down the road, if you think that for one second that opening my eyes to something that I have already seen could really detour me from following what my heart is like a small child pointing at and saying "OH OH OH" jumping up and down with a smile on his face than you are out of your mind because I can see the smile on my face even when the thought of a tear comes close to my heart and I would not trade that happiness for that second for a life time of sadness... If you think you could than I am right here willing to try to prove you wrong....