A Life in Words

God.... Such a small word with such a big meaning. Today, I am amazed that you are here... I amazed that through it all... Through the trips and the falls... Through the walking aways and the running aways... Through the moments when I was done and had given up you were still there... I am honored to be loved by you... I am honored to be something that you get excited over... I love that you are strong, I love that you are a good listener, I love that I fit perfectly in your arms, I love that my tears always seem to look good on your shoulder, I love that you make me laugh even when you haven't said anything, I love that you put things in my path that are such a small detail but have such a large meaning, I love that you take the time to watch me grow, I love that you trust me... That you trust me enough to hold my hand even when I cant see... I love that you send me in my room to search for some random video and you let me find the first video that I had ever made... I had looked for that stupid video for 5 years and last night was the night that you let me find it... I love that those little details, those little things that I have never said before that I love... Listen to me now... I LOVE them... I love every one of them... Those moments where I didn't even understand that they were you, the moments that I had no idea that I could look up and express my excitement... I love every minute of them... I really do love that You said go look for this in this room at this time in this place and what I could i have found, a video that I didnt even know I was looking for... I love that my last waking moment last night was spent watching my love for you...

Can you hear me say love, do you hear me when I say love... i have not said those letters together with a meaning behind it in so long... I have not been able to look you in the eye and express that feeling on a level that had anything to do with real... I love that you showed me that again... I love that you lead me to that once again...