A Life in Words

What do you do when its to hard... what is the right thing to do when you feel as if you cant do it anymore... What do you say to yourself when your fingers start slipping and the tears in your eyes are starting slide down your face... You cry not becuase of the fact that your falling, but more so the fact that you cant hold on. How dare you sit there and whine how you cant hold on any longer... That the simple little tasks that god has given you are just a little much. How dare you sit there and say that you cant do it any longer. God, I dont know what to say to you other than help. I dont know what to say more than I need you. I can sit down and tell you that my life is empty and I need your love. I need you to hold me close. I can say those things and still the enemy keeps breaking through the doors, keeps tearing down my walls. When do you come in... When do you help... Am I not asking at the right time, am I not listening when I should be... please tell me what I need to be doing, please tell me the right way so I can move on from this season in my life where my mind, my eyes, my heart is controlled by something that will blaken my heart... Show me what to do, take my hands, take my heart, make me yours...