A Life in Words

You can't give up... Heart breaking into a million pieces. So lost you don't even know where to begin. Tears streaming down your face dripping onto the pieces of grass you clinch once you fall to your knees. You look up at god with veins popping out of your neck. You desperately trying and hold the tears back and keep breathing. It hurts, it always will... You hear you deserve more but feel as if you are getting less. You try to keep your composure with the tears knocking at the door... It hurts but you can't give up. You are in this life to serve god and he needs your help. You sit there on your knees in pain as he grabs your arms and tries to pick you up... You can't give up. The world is going to throw fast ball after fast ball right past you and sometimes in your face. Your chest will cave in and breathing will become a luxury but you can't give up. You strive for the best, you pull punches and dodge harmful moments. You avoid bad areas in your life until someone breaks through and breaks you into a million pieces but you cannot give up dammit. We stand here wanting more because we deserve it. We strive for the best not because it makes us feel good. But because we deserve it. And when the moment comes where adversity strikes you down you better get your ass off the ground and keep going. Because you will not give up. If you give up and take the backseat letting life give you second best look at yourself and simply ask what you are living for. An easy route, something tht won't kill you in the end. Or something so grand that it has the absolute power to destroy you without a moments notice. Live for that because he will not break you. He will build you up and fix every little piece.