A Life in Words

I do wonder if what I wish came true would make things more enjoyable in life... I wonder if people dealing with their own lives more so than helping in others would make it easier... I wonder if I could sit here and wish for that and when it comes true would I be happy for the total control over my own path... Would I be happy to sit here with God and deal with the stones and curves of my lifes road... Would I be able to look at God and say my bad at the end of a wrong turn and not regret having someone in the back seat telling you how to drive...