I just wish it was enough.

Sometimes I wonder just how special it is to chase and hold steadfast for the things you want. Especially things of the heart. For the ones that you love anything is worth it. 

Ladies. Just a bit of information that I am sure you would say you already know. But I must remind you. Don't ever sell short the meaningfulness of telling your guy you want him there. Not just if he wants or it's ok with you but because you want him there. I'm sure in our heads we think what an insignificant thing to focus on but oh so much do we love hearing it ourselves. Anyways just a reminder. Sometimes it's a small thing that means the world.

But hey... I am pushed to tell you to cheer up. We cannot let one thing ruin our smile. Our smile is the one thing that we have that brightens the world. If we lose that, the world loses. Although we deserve to be sad sometimes, we cannot choose that path to walk... We must find something to be happy about. If we don't, we lose the battle for us... and for everyone around us!

We are all searching for something beautiful. That something may not be a beauty that is given but a beauty that is shared. Finding the beautiful although difficult can be found. Sharing something beautiful on the other hand takes great strength and similar trust. We should be so lucky as to find that moment.

Sometimes you miss someone and you want to tell the world. But you cant because the world shouldn't hear it. And then you get frustrated because you have this feeling that is so beyond you that it literally hurts your chest to hold it in and you can't even share it. What's the point of being so connected in the world with social media and you can't even share your true thoughts. Mainly because its dangerous to your health. Because that burst of emotion just might leave you out on a limb alone.

Could we be more disappointing... That a generation who is so consumed with making our own light. Having our own light be different on every level. Being creative and refreshing. Wanting more than anything to stand up and be something worth being. Not being afraid to stand out but wanting to do so. But yet our relationship with God comes as a carbon copy to those we see around us. We speak to him like we do not know him, as if he is a telephone operator that connects us to where we should be. Could we be a bigger walking ironic cliche.